No matter where I go, there’s always this feeling of being by myself. I’m on the bus, doesn’t matter if I’m sitting with someone, I just feel alone. Lying down watching a movie, walking my dog, even at a party, whatever it is, it’s just always this constant feeling of loneliness. And truthfully, it sucks. It’s like there’s a cloud following me around and it just mutes and blocks everyone and everything around me. Like the fog world in Silent Hill, its just you, and you; alone usually. I smile and act like everything’s “all good”, but, it’s not. And I wish it was. This ‘feeling’ is becoming unbearable and I just want to get rid of it. It’s been around forever now that I think about it, but as a kid, it never bugged me. I was always “in my own world” as the people around me described it, but as of late, I want to leave and join the rest of you. I don’t want to be alone anymore…
allyouneedisfoodbro said:
great read, thank you! bro to get this straight you’re hella chill- good things come in time and i believe it’s normal not to have someone, having cool people around and a girl is that much better when you have it.
No matter where I go, there’s always this feeling of being by myself. I’m on the bus, doesn’t matter if I’m sitting with someone, I just feel alone. Lying down watching a movie, walking my dog, even at a party, whatever it is, it’s just always this constant feeling of loneliness. And truthfully, it sucks. It’s like there’s a cloud following me around and it just mutes and blocks everyone and everything around me. Like the fog world in Silent Hill, its just you, and you; alone usually. I smile and act like everything’s “all good”, but, it’s not. And I wish it was. This ‘feeling’ is becoming unbearable and I just want to get rid of it. It’s been around forever now that I think about it, but as a kid, it never bugged me. I was always “in my own world” as the people around me described it, but as of late, I want to leave and join the rest of you. I don’t want to be alone anymore…